Pillar 1
The Foundation
Before you start the work, you'll understand exactly what shadow integration is, why it's different from anything you've tried before, and the full map of the journey ahead.
The Moksha Protocol — the battle-tested shadow integration method to become who you really are.
What if you knew you could transform every fear and insecurity you'll ever feel into power and wisdom?
Learn to meet every emotion, every limiting belief with confidence, and turn them into fuel for the life you actually want.
$2,000 or 3 monthly payments of $725 before November 2 — $2,500 or 3 payments of $900 after
You've tried to change. You've really tried. But no matter what you do, the same patterns keep running the show, and the same beliefs keep pulling you right back where you started.
Here's why: every approach you've tried worked on the symptoms, rather than the root. And no amount of willpower or positive thinking can touch what's buried in your shadow.
Who this is for
From the outside, your life works. You're capable. You handle what needs handling. But you can feel it. Something else is running the show. An urge, a fear, a version of yourself you perform but don't believe. And it's quietly costing you the life that would actually be yours.
You're not looking for comfort or another mindset hack. You already know the real battle is internal, and you're done letting the thing inside you win.
Who's leading this
I'm Chris. I've spent 14 years teaching people how to do this work, and everything I teach, I learned by living it, not from a textbook.
At 26, I hit rock bottom. I used everything I now teach to pull myself out, find my sense of purpose, and fully transform my life. It worked well enough that the people around me started asking how I did it. That's the whole reason this exists.
Since then, I've worked one-on-one with dozens of clients and taught thousands more. This cohort is the most direct version of that work I've ever built.
The Moksha Protocol
A five-pillar framework that goes to the root.
Pillar 2 · Two weeks
Crafting a Vision
"If you follow that which is most alive in you, it will lead you to God, even if it doesn't seem like it." — Carl Jung
Most visions feel like obligations, something you're supposed to follow through on, rather than something so alive in you that you can't help but follow through. What we build here is an internal compass that guides you toward a life made perfectly for you.
Pillar 3
Identity
Your identity is the most powerful force shaping your life, more than any goal or intention. If it doesn't align with your vision, nothing changes. Here, you'll build an identity that makes fulfilling that vision inevitable.
Pillar 4 · Four weeks
Integration
Your vision shows you where you're going. Your identity lets you embody it. But the beliefs, emotions, and buried parts of you working against that vision don't just disappear. This is where they get transformed, redirected into the very energy that fuels your vision.
Includes five steps:
- Locate the resistance in your body and track it until you can engage with it directly.
- Approach that part like a wounded child, not a problem to solve. Come to it ready to apologize, rather than demand it change.
- Shift from seeing an emotion to seeing a living being. This is where your heart actually breaks for it.
- Let the part speak freely, without judgment, until it finally gets everything pent-up out of its system.
- Listen for what the part truly needs, and meet it in a healthier way. Over time, the part reintegrates.
Pillar 5
The Long Game
You know how to face your hardest emotions now. This pillar makes sure that never becomes a burden.
How it works
- Starts Thursday, November 19. Nine weeks, live, with Chris.
- Live calls are Thursdays at 10am Pacific (6pm UK, 11:30pm India) — chosen to work for Chris's international clients.
- Every call is recorded. If you can't make it live, you won't fall behind.
- Capped at 20 people. A small, limited-size cohort with direct access to Chris throughout the nine weeks, not a pre-recorded course.
What people are saying
These words come from people who've sat in this work with Chris directly.
"Before working with Chris, my consciousness would be overtaken by fear, anxiety, and doubt. Integrating the origins of those feelings, they no longer govern my life — I left an abusive relationship, started telling the truth, and finally own my own presence and my own ideas."
Steven Duquette
"With prior guidance, I felt only temporary relief through suppression. With Chris, I finally understood the root causes — and went from not being able to commit to anything to writing music, playing concerts, and writing books. I'm obsessed with purpose now."
Brady Shoemaker
"Shadow processing was just a loop of self-inflicted pain, retriggering myself, hoping I'd one day find my way out. Chris taught me how to go from endless loops of processing to actually integrating all parts of me with compassion."
Rebecca Caccavo
"This is the first coaching program where I actually felt like I got out of it what it was worth. They stayed on calls until everything was clear, and pushed us just enough to be uncomfortable, which is necessary, while still respecting our pacing."
Nataly Rodriguez
Join the cohort
Early-bird · ends Nov 2
$2,000
or 3 monthly payments of $725
Standard
$2,500
or 3 monthly payments of $900
The Show Up Guarantee
Show up and do the work through the end of the first live call. If it's not a fit, get a full refund, minus a $100 admin fee, no questions asked.
Doors close Nov 16. The cohort begins that week.
Questions you might have
How is this different from other shadow work?
Most shadow work treats your emotions and patterns as abstract concepts, rather than living beings to relate to. And shadow work that does include parts usually just treats them as symptoms to manage forever. What we do is go a step beyond that, and understand what that part truly needs in order to transform on a fundamental level and reintegrate into your system so it stops being separate altogether.
What if I fall behind?
There's a built-in review day. Bring whatever you're working through, and we'll help you sort it out. You're never doing this alone, either: you'll have access to Chris and the community throughout the cohort for support whenever you need it.
Who is this not for?
If you're looking for quick fixes or comfort, this isn't it. This program is for people willing to go all the way, to actually face what they've been avoiding and finally do something about it.
How much does it cost, and do you offer payment plans?
Yes, you can pay in full or split it into 3 monthly payments. Early-bird pricing runs through November 2: $2,000 paid in full, or 3 monthly payments of $725. After November 2, standard pricing applies: $2,500 paid in full, or 3 monthly payments of $900. Enrollment closes November 16. You choose your option at checkout.
What if I can't make the live calls?
Every live call is recorded, so if you miss one, you can watch the recording and catch up without falling behind.
What's your refund policy?
If this isn't a fit, you can get a full refund (minus a $100 admin fee) any time through the end of the first live call. To request one, email [email protected] before that call ends. After that, all sales are final, since this is a live group container.
If you read this far, it's because you know something needs to change. Let's make it happen.
Lock in $2,000 (or 3 payments of $725) if you join before November 2 — the price rises to $2,500 after.